So obviously, along with everybody else in the world, we have been spending more time in our "nest". We are fortunate in that not too much has changed in our day to day lives. Business, yes, that is another problem. But as far as what the little babe and I do each day, as of now we have been able to maintain a somewhat normal routine. That could change any minute, so I am thankful for it today. Since so many people are not working, there are many more people in "our" woods areas which we usually have to ourselves during the week. So we discovered a new trail in our attempt to be alone and it has become a favorite. It ticks all of our boxes - not far from home, easy walking, secluded, different types of habitat, bridges, bogs, and a beautiful stream.
As much as our lives are still "normal", the dinner talk still involves the C-word and it is difficult to discuss the reality without letting the fear become overwhelming. I have never been a parent that tries to hide the realities of life from my child. There has never been any "rainbow bridge" talk or taking an animal "to the farm" when one of our pets dies. When we see a dead animal on the side of the road, we talk about the cycle of life. And so she is aware that people are getting sick and dying from this invisible thing that we cannot see. I tell her that I will do my best to keep her safe, but that we JUST DON'T KNOW what will happen or when this will end. I will not sugar coat reality. And so to balance the fear and stress, we will keep doing what we always do, as long as we are legally allowed - we will go into the woods, we will appreciate the beauty around us, we will explore, and be thankful. And if, when, that freedom is taken away, we will immerse ourselves in good books, eat plenty of baked goods, and still be thankful.
This too shall pass. We just don't know how long it will take.