It has been one full year since I completed knitting the first sweater for myself - everything before that was toddler size! I made an Annabel Cardigan and while I like the simple construction of it, I didn't pay close enough attention to the sizing and it ended up being too small. I could only button the top button and I had to yank on the arms to stretch them out each time I wore it. It just wasn't comfortable and so it sat in my closet. About two months ago, I moved it to the office where I would see it frequently, waiting to decide what to do about it until I finished whatever project I was currently working on. I wasn't afraid of frogging it, I just didn't feel like taking the time. Undoing something seems like wasted time.
Finally I decided that I would make the same cardigan, but in the correct size. I love the feel of the yarn, Osprey, by Quince and Co, and the deep gray color. It is soft and squishy with a substantial weight, but not super thick like the Puffin yarn that is my favorite. However, after ripping it all apart, I changed my mind and decided that I would use the Annabel cardigan as a guide for sizing, but make a loose short sleeve sweater for wearing over long sleeve shirts. I started with the garter stitch neckline that the pattern calls for, but then switched to stockinette. The yarn was slightly bumpy from having been in garter stitch for a year and it gave some extra give to my knitting, which I actually liked. I decided that it needed some sort of design, so I did a modified moss stitch on the bottom half. When I got to the bottom edge, I couldn't decide what to do. I didn't like the idea of garter stitch next to the moss stitch, but I didn't want ribbing because I thought that would look silly - too many patterns. So I just ended it as is. It isn't meant to be a fancy sweater anyway. Then I had the same dilemma for the sleeves - how do I end the cuff? I tried a couple rows of garter but it bunched up. On my third try, I decided on just running out the stockinette and letting it curl up at the edges for a casual look. So there you have it. A bit boxy, but much more comfortable than the original cardigan.

And as for the beautiful wooden buttons that I removed from the cardigan, I used them to adorn the Dejeuner bag that was my next knitting project. The pattern called for using two strands of a linen yarn held together. I had two different colors - a brown and cream wool blend - that I bought for a striped sweater that I changed my mind about. I wasn't thrilled about the yarn, but I needed to do a project on the cheap, so I gave it a shot. After starting the sweater pattern, I did not like the feel, but I thought that it would work perfectly for this bag. I could not figure out the provisional cast-on, so I just did my own thing. The six row pattern was easy to follow as long as long as I kept track of what row I was on. The pattern required that the BOR changed every other row and so when I did mess up a couple of times, it was quite the process to get back on track. Several nap times were wasted in the process. For the straps, I had to make up my own design since I didn't do the provisional cast-on. I thought the buttons added a little polish to it. It is not the most practical bag - pens and chapstick will need to be put in another small bag, but it is cute and handmade, so it makes me happy. Plus, I put the cheap yarn to good use.

So your lessons for the day: Don't fear frogging. Good things can emerge from destruction. Don't keep things around that you're not going to use. Knit what makes you happy.